I feel like SHIT.... :((((

It's my turn..

I used to make fun of girls talking about it when I was about 18 years old. I always wondered if girls had anything better to talk about. Why did they want it soo bad? Why why why? I used to just think they were stupid and did not really care about their careers or anything of the sort...

Guess it took me years...yah to say the least it took me exactly 8 years to now feel the same way those girls did. Only I know I'll be 27 soon enough...and now I'm actually wanting it. Not for the glam or gleam but for the comfort..the comfort you get when you just know....Only I fear I won't get that at home comfort for a while..even after I have it...as it'll still be once or twice a month sort of thing..sacrifice now and enjoy later I guess. A hard lesson..