Fall has never been my season...

Autumn, Fall you name it..it's never been my season. I've tried to pinpoint why, at times I wonder if it's because school starts and the stress of it all..yet that's always been there year after year. I also wonder if it's the weather and lack of sunlight, which could contribute tremendously to making me feel lousy. Then it's to the depression I had to face during this time few years back..though I think it also drifted into spring semester too...Just never been my season. I find myself thinking, and can't seem to think myself out of it at times....