My Horoscope (of the day)

"Keep working! Sooner or later you will start to see some encouraging progress."

What more could I ask for? I NEED PROGRESS!!! On a day on which I feel bogged down. You work so hard on data to turn in only to realize that the data looked nice once, but now using another program which should give you sigmoidal curves and help extrapolate the data..it shows that it's funkier than ever :( What might have looked like lead drug compounds now look like bullshit, except a few which look better than ever. My advisor is annoyed by this..I would be too. I guess it sucks knowing that I need to turn in a report on all this (again) by this friday. It was a week ago that I turned in slides, and two weeks before that I had turned in yet another report. This project sucks ass :((((

I spoke to one of the other guys on this project with me. He understands my pain. Completely tells me to stop being too nice and listening. He told me to stop listening to bitchass advisors' assistant as he says she knows no shit. She back in her day when he first started was in the lab and used to chew him out too, and he learned to ignore her.

I guess other lab members heard us talking...it wasn't long before 2 other dudes came asking what was up with misguidedgrad and who was bugging her. I told them it doesn't matter..all they said was you gotta stop being nice and pick and choose on whom to listen to...guess they're right.

I'm soo thinking of getting my office moved...can't work in a village. Soo much noise and so much chaos..I get nothing done...or whatever I do get done never sticks in my head, as theres' so much other shit going on :(

grrrrrrrrrrr......Im off