My So-Called Husband

Yes that's right, it's hard for me to consider that boy as a boyfriend anymore. It's that I feel more for this dude, and think of him more or to a farther extent in my life than any other boy I've ever thought of before. Early on in the relationship I told him I was going to refer to him as my husband..and up to this day I jokingly will say that to him, as he calls me "wifey"..soo cute ;)

Even through my psycho days (believe me I have many--a few should be attributed to birth control pills taken solely to block his men from succeeding the fertility fight), he tries to be calm. I know he gets mad at me too...at times I don't get it, but who the hell could stand a psycho for so long? I know I know...husband you are reading this saying "ah hahhhh". I know I say it now, but when the blue-pill/psycho week before the period is back I'll be eating what I just wrote.

He's a hot creature. I swear he is. You'd have to see him to believe me. The only person in the world whose kept me glue'd up till now, and fuck it's been a year. Looks aren't all of it either, it's his personality...and how we click. It's how we both think the same, and sort of act the same. Well he's a bit more immature, and not so serious like me though--which isn't a bad thing either!

Meeting him was like meeting a celebrity..I had wanted to meet for years. When I met him, I was amazed. The night went by fast. I was shy and kept a distance from him..he was the same and didn't wanna make a move too fast [I think!].

Our first night together a few months after meeting was a dream. I still remember it. It felt like a dream for a long time.

Oh..and then I must add, as with any other relationships, this boy does drive me up the wall sometimes and realllllyyyy pisses me off. The only thing I still wish he'd work to fix is that he'd be able to say sorry, and realize he too can make a mistake. We can't always be right right? ;)

Oh I could write about this dudio forever. Someday, hopefully soon, I'll be standing there telling him how much I love him, while changing my last name or hyphenating it with his last name, and just dreaming of spending a lifetime with him. I can't wait!!! I love you huney!! :D