It's just the day..

I'm not sure what it is...but today started out fast for me..I was really accomplishing a lot and trying to get things done. However, something happened along the way which completely brought me down. And it only got worse when I got home...the weather did it, the amount of cleaning in my apt did it...

Just don't feel the same...Don't really feel the way I want to feel either....I'm not sure why I have to be the one to feel this way...Sometimes I wish it was easier and I didn't have to explicitly write it..

Onto another thought..March has never ever been my month...way too much shit has happened to me during the course of my life to forget this month. There were times in my life that I would dread the month coming. I'm over it, but for some odd reason I was able to add more shit onto this month...now those things loom over me. I know they aren't bugging me now as much...but I look back to realize myself, my being..Reminds me of the song by John Anderson--don't ask her on a straight tequila night

Just one of those days when you wanna be alone...There's a song for this? right..I can hear it in my head...Yet I'm not sure I want to be completely Alone..depends on from whom..